© My Innocence

Date : Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Title : (Likes.)

Starting Aug 08 till now.., i have not stop thinking.
Just wants you to know its always in my mind.

Isn't it great for the past months you're much happier, much relax.
Its just a time of cooling down i guess..

Its never just mere memories for me.
its so deep inside my heart.
maybe i still... maybe

fuck what am i talking...
Words from my heart are so difficult to show it out..
I don't know how to say..
whatever
its so troublesome to...

Date : Sunday, February 15, 2009
Title : (C.E.R.F)

The clock is ticking..... time is passing so fast..
its as if i've got no time to rest..
Its too fast...

I'm tired... my eyes are closing..
i can see it... its so beautiful..
Just let me sleep.. don wake me up...
its the only best moment i had..

....its all a dream...

Date : Friday, February 13, 2009
Title : (Are you depressed or lonely?)

Taking a carton of eggs out from the fridge
& look at it & think maybe one day I'll crack an egg &
a chicken baby will fell out.
I'll wash him off and raise him indoors...

and then.....then I'll have a friend.

Sometime I just donno how to react

The saddest thing is
I've got no ones to talk with..

I'm merely a boy who stands far from others..
losing the faith slowly

For i am only me..

Date : Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Title : (what about now.)

Family breakdown..... yes.. my family breakdown...
Communication breakdown..
argue la.. go ahead argue...
Sleeping in the same bed with different mind, soul, love.
Afterall..
the childrens are the one who suffer in the end.
All parents in the world.. listen!
stop debating what u want from your partner, but rather what you can give to your partner!
dont come to a age when all else fail then start fucking at each other fault.
nbcb!

Date : Monday, February 9, 2009
Title : (Reminisce)

Always come across my mind time and time again.

Your face.

Date : Monday, February 2, 2009
Title : (Stressful me..)

As expected,
1st day of PTI course, i can see the hardship that i have to go thru for 1mth.
With my Knee like this...
how can i run within 11.40, & my weakest 8 chin up.
Pathetic!!
Its so disappointing that I've to declare difficulties in running with knee pain.
PTI lei, cannot run... throw face..

Why?!

NS only.. why work so hard..
my as well slack all the way.. relax..
now injured, also cant relax anymore.

Its true,
Life is more important than anything.