© My Innocence

Date : Monday, October 27, 2008
Title : (Ryan's Encore Monologue)

Dreams should look like this

However if you think about it, its more interesting to climb up rather than just looking at it.
There are some things that you will understand only after you've climbed up...
It seems that I've broken into a sweat by accident.

. . . . . . .

Using watercolors are troublesome
Drawing sceneries are also troublesome
Walking back and forth is also troublesome
The whole business of manga is really troublesome

And come to think of it, even living is troublesome!

I wished that i could become a Cheeseburger...!

Date : Friday, October 24, 2008
Title : (Yes Sir, Yes Sir, 3 black fool)

Woo... I'm back this weekends.. so good to be back..

We are forbbided to let out any infor on our Corporation. so i can't say more.

Everyday are pretty much the same.. Training & training & still training. Its relaxing at time, chill.. its not tough, but bored!!!
Every weekends i'm at home.. no much idea how to spend my weekends, all my friends are not around by me..NS ones NS, galfren one galfren, boyfren one boyfren, Schooling one busy with school work, as usual lo...

Laugh at my life!

I've made new friends, most have nicknames..i have too, (ah beng/Ong) they are a bunch of jokers.. but asshole as well.. Tsk
My bunk mates aren't bad.. we fight(fake Wrestling), we train ourselves, exercise, we fool around playing mini football, we sing songs and hell nonsense remix.. HAHAHA!! Crap!

...Fun and laughter....

I'm falling sick.. 3days ago i got fever & sore throat. Doubt my sore throat able to recover easily. Why? everyday sing songs, do our nonsense remix.. stupid la..We're bunch of botak idiots.. HAHA! i deserves it.. *i spread my fever around, i'm so infectious that 2idiots got it as well..one of them is my buddy, he even vomit, worst than me. sia la! sorry la khyruddin! WAHAHA....!! LOL

I've just completed my Sh_ot!n9 T3st.. ya that.. I am a marksman!! Ya know how hard it is to be a marskman! So proud and glad can.! HAHA

Monday night i have to book in again and there goes again, the 3months cycle.
So I still have close to 4days free starting today.. Yawn!!!

Stay tune... Ryan will be back. -.-Zzzz

~Byejya

Date : Friday, October 3, 2008
Title : (Its Getting Near, Yet Still Far to go..)

Here I'm back after days of rest.. Reason because my notebook suffered a mental breakdown..
She's PMS-ing for many days, resulting in me left with no option but to get it fixed and formatted. Worst Viruses were detected...Bitch!

Right.....3more days left... on the 7october, I'll be facing a new challenge ahead of me, as my life in ns for the next 2yrs come close. I'll be leaving, leaving my freedom, leaving my games, animes, videos, my enjoyment and there goes my usual daily life.
What will i face, i do not know. What will happen..i can't predict. For I Seek not to find who i am, but to determine who i want to be. So I will tell myself to stop looking for a purpose as to why I'm here. But to Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

So starting today, I'll Face my past without regret, just handle my present with confidence & prepare for the future without fear. I have the blessing from God., the light that shine on me will continue to...as me the son of God, has nothing to fear. Faith is what to keep you going.

Sooo, Peeps out there... faster..leave some words for your friend here, hah. buy him stuff to cheer him up.. haha.. Ns life isn't a joke...

Jaaa~ Take care everyone and you if you're reading. =/

Jaa Mata~