Ok I fucked up ok. I fucked up.. I screwed everything up now..
Im sorry.. Is it all too late.?

it seems like forever since we're been apart. i wish we can make a fresh start
i cant change it now, i want to be with u but i juz dn noe how.
i'll think of u always and e way we use to be. cos u are so special to me.

If you are here looking at this post.
Although its already too late..but I juz want to take this chance to tel you i'm arent tired of you or relationship, what im tired of is myself for being so sensitive over things that makes me agitated. but deep in my heart thats not wat i wanted to happen. my overreact causes this arise of problem. I cant retrieve back wat i said..its all too late. the sentence juz spill out of my mouth and it causes ur heart to sink..i know watever i said wont amend anything when its me who started picking out problem,and its oso me who is asking for forgiveness.
My heart is at a worst state too right now..i screwed up all these..i hate myself.. i hate myself for why athough i not happy with the way u respond towards me sometime yet i chose to take this out again and again to say instead of thinkin of the brighter side. My heart feels the needs of wanting more, its becos i love u that i concern abt the current situation. That u always treat my heart with respect and i shld try to forgive and forget so as to not always think the problem is stil there..but its already ended.. further more,u oni disappoint me..,but i Hurts you, I'm the worst.